#382991 - Day by day it was getting harder and harder to control my feelings for him and we were together on a hill near our houses watching the sunset when he told me something that made my stomach do a cartwheel. I looked at him a little bit afraid “I don’t know if I can handle all that” I said entirely serious, he smiled back and said “I don’t want to force you into anything you don’t want to do, if you want we don’t need to go all the way just yet, I’m willing to wait until you’re ready. Now since it was a new school absolutely no one knew me and so no one knew that I was bi-sexual meaning I could get a little rest from the endless hatred I had received from my old school (much needed rest).